How this came to be

She smiles and looks around
I'm invisible in this crowd
Does everyone look the same, she wonders
If we were all inside out
Did you know what I was thinking
Just by looking in my eyes
I guess it wouldn't be too hard
To trap me in these lies

She goes dancing in the rain,
says it helps to numb her pain
And I'm standing here just watching
When I could be jumping in
She goes dancing in the rain again.

I'm shaking my head and wondering
If she's not a little crazy
By the way she sits, smiles, stares
Maybe it's just me.
She says they're stupid questions
But they don't seem that way to me
I can tell she's only trying
To leave captivity

Outside the rain is calling
It's whispering her name
Surely after this dance
We will never be the same

She goes dancing in the rain
Says it helps to numb her pain
And I'm standing here just watching
When I should be jumping in
She goes dancing in the rain again.

I'm shivering and wet and asking
How this came to be that every
Infected word she said had no
Effect on me, how could it be
That I am cold where warmth was
Every part of me and
She is dancing in the rain again.